Sunday, May 15, 2005

Graduation

h'ok, so..... Graduation was today. I CAN'T BELIEVE IT!!! I seriously felt like I was watching all our little siblings play pretend graduation ceremony.... took lots and lots of pictures, and it was all very nice. Poor Billy has aquired that cold I had a few weeks ago- or something similar to it (apparently Jenny just had it recently and she thinks she gave it to him) He's been puny all day :( mostly a sore throat but we've been dousing him with chloreseptic and hot tea and Ibuprofen and antihistimines all day to fight it. He's asleep now... still plans to go to project grad so that's good, I hope he holds out. I just can't believe that's it. He's done. :o! Jody came in to say hi to him the other night before we went out... couldn't believe how much he's changed... he's as tall as Jody and obviously just much less boyish looking.

So yeah, that's it for graduation pretty much... oh except I sat by Katie McB (we had an extra chair back seat... Billy drew REALLY good ones like wow right where you'd wanna be, and Katie didn't have a spot with her mom and them so she sat with us.) so that was fun, and I cried ( well my eyes watered a lot anyway) when they played thier last song w/the band... they sounded really good. My mom cried through the whole thing, and my dad stood up after they finished... the best part was he was the only one that did and he didn't hesitate... haha he's such a proud daddy lol.
The valedictorian speech was about Mac's cookie lesson and then how they've been taken care of all their life and been made and given cookies but now they will have to go out on there own and make thier own cookies if they want cookies... I almost yelled to Billy "I'LL MAKE YOU COOKIES :)" but thought better and refrained from it :P.

Wednesday, May 04, 2005

Wow.

Got this from an email today.... thought it was worth the post since I wasn't exactly sure who to forward to...

There was a certain Professor of Religion named Dr. Christianson, a studious man who taught at a small college in the Western United States. Dr. Christianson taught the required survey course in Christianity at this particular institution. Every student was required to take this course his or her freshman year regardless of his or her major.

Although Dr. Christianson tried hard to communicate the essence of the gospel in his class, he found that most of his students looked upon the course as nothing
but required drudgery. Despite his best efforts, most students refused to take Christianity seriously.

This year, Dr. Christianson had a special student named Steve. Steve was only a freshman, but was studying with the intent of going onto seminary for the ministry. Steve was popular, he was well liked, and he was an imposing physical specimen. He was now the starting center on the school football team, and was the best student in the professor's class.

One day, Dr. Christianson asked Steve to stay after class so he could talk with him. "How many push-ups can you do?"

Steve said, "I do about 200 every night."

"200? That's pretty good, Steve," Dr. Christianson said.

"Do you think you could do 300?"

Steve replied, "I don't know... I've never done 300 at a time."

"Do you think you could?" again asked Dr. Christianson.

"Well, I can try," said Steve.

"Can you do 300 in sets of 10? I have a class project in mind and I need you to do about 300 push-ups in sets of ten for this to work. Can you do it? I need you to tell me you can do it," said the professor

Steve said, "Well... I think I can...yeah, I can do it."

Dr. Christianson said, "Good! I need you to do this on Friday. Let me explain what I have in mind."

Friday came and Steve got to class early and sat in the front of the room. When class started, the professor pulled out a big box of donuts. No, these weren't the normal kinds of donuts, they were the extra fancy BIG kind, with cream centers and frosting swirls. Everyone was pretty excited it was Friday, the last class of the day, and they were going to get an early start on the weekend with a party in Dr.
Christianson's class.

Dr. Christianson went to the first girl in the first row and asked, "Cynthia, do you want to have one of these donuts?"

Cynthia said, "Yes."

Dr. Christianson then turned to Steve and asked,
"Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Cynthia can have a donut?"

"Sure." Steve jumped down from his desk to do a quick ten. Then Steve again sat in his desk. Dr. Christianson put a donut on Cynthia's desk.

Dr. Christianson then went to Joe, the next person, and asked, "Joe, do you want a donut?"

Joe said, "Yes."

Dr. Christianson asked, "Steve would you do ten push-ups so Joe can have a donut?" Steve did ten push-ups, Joe got a donut. And so it went, down the first aisle, Steve did ten pushups for every person before they got their donut. And down the second aisle, till Dr. Christianson came to Scott.

Scott was on the basketball team, and in as good condition as Steve. He was very popular and never lacking for female companionship. When the professor asked, "Scott do you want a donut?"

Scott's reply was, "Well, can I do my own pushups?"

Dr. Christianson said, "No, Steve has to do them."

Then Scott said, "Well, I don't want one then."

Dr. Christianson shrugged and then turned to Steve and asked, "Steve, would you do ten pushups so Scott can have a donut he doesn't want?" With perfect
obedience Steve started to do ten pushups.

Scott said, "HEY! I said I didn't want one!"

Dr. Christianson said, "Look, this is my classroom, my class, my desks, and these are my donuts. Just leave it on the desk if you don't want it." And he put a donut on Scott's desk.

Now by this time, Steve had begun to slow down a little. He just stayed on the floor between sets because it took too much effort to be getting up and down. You could start to see a little perspiration coming out around his brow. Dr. Christianson started
down the third row. Now the students were beginning to get a little angry.

Dr. Christianson asked Jenny, "Jenny, do you want a donut?"

Sternly, Jenny said, "No."

Then Dr. Christianson asked Steve, "Steve, would you do ten more Push-ups so Jenny can have a donut that she doesn't want?" Steve did ten....Jenny got a donut.

By now, a growing sense of uneasiness filled the room. The students were beginning to say "No" and there were all these uneaten donuts on the desks. Steve also had to really put forth a lot of extra effort to get these pushups done for each donut. There began to be a small pool of sweat on the floor beneath his face, his arms and brow were beginning to get red because of the physical effort involved.

Dr. Christianson asked Robert, who was the most vocal unbeliever in the class, to watch Steve do each push up to make sure he did the full ten pushups in a set
because he couldn't bear to watch all of Steve's work for all of those uneaten donuts. He sent Robert over to where Steve was so Robert could count the set and watch Steve closely. Dr. Christianson started down the fourth row.

During his class, however, some students from other classes had wandered in and sat down on the steps along the radiators that ran down the sides of the room. When the professor realized this, he did a quick count and saw that now there were 34 students in the room. He started to worry if Steve would be able to make it. Dr. Christianson went on to the next person and the next and the next. Near the end of
that row, Steve was really having a rough time. He was taking a lot more time to complete each set.

Steve asked Dr. Christianson, "Do I have to make my nose touch on each one?"

Dr. Christianson thought for a moment, "Well, they're your pushups. You are in charge now. You can do them any way that you want." And Dr. Christianson went on.

A few moments later, Jason, a recent transfer student, came to the room and was about to come in when all the students yelled in one voice, "NO! Don't come in!
Stay out!" Jason didn't know what was going on.

Steve picked up his head and said, "No, let him come."

Professor Christianson said, "You realize that if Jason comes in you will have to do ten pushups for him?"

Steve said, "Yes, let him come in. Give him a donut."

Dr. Christianson said, "Okay, Steve, I'll let you get Jason's out of the way right now. Jason, do you want a donut?"

Jason, new to the room hardly knew what was going on.
"Yes," he said, "give me a donut."

"Steve, will you do ten push-ups so that Jason can have a donut?" Steve did ten pushups very slowly and with great effort. Jason, bewildered, was handed a
donut and sat down.

Dr. Christianson finished the fourth row, then started on those visitors seated by the heaters.
Steve's arms were now shaking with each push-up in a struggle to lift himself against the force of gravity. Sweat was profusely dropping off of his face and, by this time, there was no sound except his heavy breathing, there was not a dry eye in the room.

The very last two students in the room were two young women, both cheerleaders, and very popular. Dr. Christianson went to Linda, the second to last, and asked, "Linda, do you want a doughnut?"

Linda said, very sadly, "No, thank you."

Professor Christianson quietly asked, "Steve, would you do ten push-ups so that Linda can have a donut she doesn't want?" Grunting from the effort, Steve did ten very slow push-ups for Linda.

Then Dr. Christianson turned to the last girl, Susan. "Susan, do you want a donut?"

Susan, with tears flowing down her face, began to cry. "Dr. Christianson, why can't I help him?"

Dr. Christianson, with tears of his own, said, "No, Steve has to do it alone, I have given him this task and he is in charge of seeing that everyone has an opportunity for a donut whether they want it or not.
When I decided to have a party this last day of class, I looked at my grade book. Steve, here is the only student with a perfect grade. Everyone else has failed a test, skipped class, or offered me inferior work. Steve told me that in football practice, when a player messes up he must do push-ups. I told Steve that none of you could come to my party unless he paid the price by doing your push ups. He and I made a
deal for your sakes. Steve, would you do ten push-ups so Susan can have a donut?" As Steve very slowly finished his last pushup, with the understanding that he had accomplished all that was required of him, having done 350 pushups, his arms buckled beneath him and he fell to the floor.

Dr. Christianson turned to the room and said. "And so it was, that our Savior, Jesus Christ, on the cross, pleaded to the Father, 'into thy hands I commend my spirit.' With the understanding that He had done everything that was required of Him, he yielded up His life. And like some of those in this room, many of us leave the gift on the desk, uneaten." Two students helped Steve up off the floor and to a seat,
physically exhausted, but wearing a thin smile. "Well done, good and faithful servant," said the professor, adding "Not all sermons are preached in words."

Turning to his class the professor said, "My wish is that you might understand and fully comprehend all the riches of grace and mercy that have been given to you
through the sacrifice of our Lord and Savior Jesus Christ. He spared not only His Begotten Son, but gave Him up for us all for the whole Church, now and forever. Whether or not we choose to accept His gift to us, the price has been paid. Wouldn't you be foolish and ungrateful to leave it laying on the desk?"

Sunday, May 01, 2005

Clarify/ Final Exams

Ok, so I'm continuing to procrastinate on the studying, so while I'm at it, I want to clarify something since apparently there are some people who read this that I wasn't aware of. I honestly thought there were like 3 people who bother to mess with it, and its the people that I'm pretty close to, so they hear all this stuff from me first (usually) or can ask about it later, but ultimately, don't care what I write anyways. I've since learned that there are a few other readers (which I don't mind) but I would like to make a disclaimer to EVERYONE who reads this just to cover my bases.... (I PROMISE this is not pointed at ANYONE, it's just a recent discovery and I feel I should clarify myself to my readers- haha like I write a book or something ;) ) This is where I rant.... it may be good, it may be bad, but I tend to blow of steam and type and feel much better, whether it's because I'm bouncing of the walls or frustrated or whatever. If you think I'm talking about you in my writing, I may be, but I will not name names, and I will come to you if I really have a problem with something, otherwise, it's just me, typing, and feeling much better. Either way, if you are reading my blog, you are in my territory, so, READER BEWARE :) because I will probably continue to feel free to bore you with the horrid details of nursing school and the grades that frustrate me to no end, whatever random thing I've done with the roomie, Band, TBS, or Lance lately, and how much I love my family and friends (most of the time ;) ) Basically, you're gonna know what I've been up to randomly but DON'T TAKE IT TOO SERIOUSLY (for Example... Cynda is engaged, acc to her blog, but that's definately not the truth at the moment lol) ... because you know how it goes, you always hear more about the bad, and less about the good...
Sooo on that note. I was playing with grades, and I can't get an A in my Peds/Ob course, but that's ok I suppose, because I only have to have a 68% on the final to get a B :P yay! Since it's a 100 que test, that means I can MISS 32 questions...haha that's like 1/3 of the test... surely I can pull that off :) I think I have to like a 78% on my first aid final to get my A, but really I need an 80% because that's what's required to get your First Aid Certification, and I would obviously like to have that. Really not sure what I need to get in research, but I did well on the midterm, so I'm thinkin the final shouldn't be that bad either.
So lets take a look at my schedule for this week then...
Today: STUDYING (cuz I'd rather NOT get the 68%, that's just embarrasing for me) and prolly going to mass tonight (holler if you wanna join!)
Monday: Studyin some more, gotta look at some first aid stuff too, maybe cleanin the apt some in between, and packin a lil if I'm really that bored, but I doubt it...
Tuesday: 0800 - First Aid Exam
0330 - NUR 873 (peds/ob) exam
Then studyin for NUR 872 (the research class) with Leann for a bit
Wednesday: 1030 - NUR 872 exam
PACKIN and CLEANIN UP!
Thursday: more packing and cleaning and chilling out, work 3-11
Friday: Movin on out...loading up and heading to Nashvegas to visit my baby :)
Saturday: Lance's Company Picnic (He's now working for Dave Ramsey as Live Events Coordinator) yay meet all his colleagues, hang out, return to the 'Boro
Sunday: Mother's day :)
Monday: My mom's Birthday and anniversary, Go to O'boro Pediatrics and work out job situation :), Cynda Leaves for Germany :'(
Fri-Sun - BBQ FESTIVAL :D

AND intermittenly from today on PRETTY WEATHER!!!!! and seeing the owensboro crew... ie Katie will be back from London ect :D :D :D :D :D :D... am Very excited about this too :)

Also can't wait to go see Lance... I mean it's one thing when you are in the same town and don't see each other much, or even on vacation, because you know things will return to normal when you get back, but it's another when the other has actually moved away. Because now this is normal... or will be. It's crazy knowing he's down there with all this exciting stuff going on and all these new people and I can't hardly imagine what it's like.... and I'm still here, nuthin's changed. I still go to class, and work and SAB and TBS stuff. I still love my roomie and enjoy my activities and love nursing, but hate nursing classes...The important things that I get exctied about are still school, TBS, and Concert Committee, and visiting family. The difference is, I can't go over to his place for dinner, or he's not here on a random week night watching Law and Order cuz he didn't have cable. Yeah a phone call away, and we definately talk all the time... I honestly continue to feel closer to him, but yeah, and definatley excited to get to go visit in person :) .

Had our First officers meeting for TBS the other day, and ya know what? We got a lot done :) I'm really excited about everything we're plannin this year, and our executive board in general. We have lots of experience, and lots of fresh ideas from new people too, by the time you combine both officers and committee heads. And that's something thats good to have each year. Each year our officers work hard lead our sorority where we wanna go, but I am so excited that there's still lots of places TO go, since since I've been in it we've all worked really hard to improve, and gotten so much done... it almost seems like you would eventually hit a wall, but nope :) we're still truckin, and learnin every minute. And while we're on the subject, I would like expand on how much I love my sorority. Because I'm not sure that gets out there enough after early week as much as it should. Honestly, if it weren't for TBS, I would have probably dropped band a long time ago, but I have so much fun with my sisters and I love being involved with something outside of nursing, and sortof outside of the band... or maybe inside of it if you wanna look at it that way, either way, something more than just marching. We do have a good group of girls and boys, and while it's not perfect, I love that. We have lots of goals to accomplish and ways to improve and things to do be better which makes it interesting. I am very excited to be an officer again and play a different role, and use my talents to help keep us rolling :) Yay teamwork.

Home. Oh I really can't wait to be home... and play in the river, and with my PUPPY :D. Like everything reminds me of going home right now, it's really sad. I fix my hair and I think, when I get home I'm gonna go get it cut, I look at my nails... I want to go get a manicure/pedicure when I get home. My dirty clothes basket... I should probably take that on down to the car, because it's gonna be part of the stuff packed up to go home (yay Laundry!) , hmm, no food in the apt... we are trying to use up what we have before we leave, dirty sink/apt in general - we will clean before we go HOME. sigh. Pretty day - wanna go waterskiing, take the dog for a walk, read a book on the patio. Geez. Somebody get me out of Lexington. I mean I love it here, but at the moment, I associate it with school and stress, and I want to go back to my comfort zone - home. It'll be my last reall summer before I have a job, no career, and I think it's gonna be nice to just be at home with my little brother and go fly kites, and take the dog for a ride, and watch my grandma/grandpa's, and my dad's houses start to go up ect. ect. and not be living here, alone, working my tail end of and being bored and lonely cuz those of us in lextown can't ever get our schedules to line up enough to really hang out any.

ok. so I'm really gonna go do some studying now :/... but maybe I'll scrounge up some food first...