Well shit.

ok. so I was wrong. Strike the 873 test from the count down, cuz apparently I counted wrong. I only have 3 tests in there, which actually kinda sucks. I mean the more I think about it the more it makes sense, there's like 2 weeks of classes, why would they have a test in that time period? But we've always had like 4-5 tests and then a final so this is really odd, and actually kinda sucks cuz I didn't realize that and was looking forward to that helping boost my grade some. I mean I guess I'd rather have the paper as the 4th test grade if you look at it that way cuz I'm a better paper writer than test taker usually, but still. I guess what's mostly disheartening is I was hoping for an A in this class. I really enjoy the content and feel like I have good handle on it, but go figure, that doesn't seem to matter, it's still those tricky ass mean ol' nursing questions that get me EVERY time on the tests, whether I know and like the content or not. grrr. so yeah, looks like I can work my ass off, and pray for a 100% on everything (paper, HESI, Clinical stuff (which I already know is high but not 100) and have barely an A, or slack like there's no tomorrow and have a B. THAT SUCKS! How is it that no matter how excited and optimistic you get about it being the end of the year and spring and almost summer break ect ect, it never fails there is something to ruin it for you when you get to number crunchin. My luck sucks. I did this last year too, I coulda got a 100 on my pathopharm and had a high B, or like a 70something and get a C. So I studied, but as an A wasn't an option I didn't freak out about it.... and GUESS WHO STILL GOT THAT DAMN C. go figure. anyone else and their dog would have guessed the one question that made the difference right, but not me, when it matters, I always get it wrong. grr. Moral of the story? If you want an answer from me and it matters, don't bother, or assume mine is wrong.
Hmph. I'm going back to this stupid paper that I've been working on too long and am getting entirely too grumpy with. Can't wait to turn it in, have it ripped up and just get on with it, and getover having my hopes dashed again. A B's not so bad right? blah. I guess it's my fault for reaching so high. s'what I get, I really oughta know better by now I mean I've already done this several times. Oh well... I guess there's always next year....