ugh

Soooo it's been an interesting night. First Lance and I planned to go on our wine flight tonight... YAY... SUPER excited about this endeavor. It was one of his presents to me on my birthday, and we STILL haven't done it, and so we decided last week were gonna go. Ok... well, he works Thurs, Fri, Sat, Tues, I can't go on Wed cuz I got class early thurs morning, and Sunday they are closed, what better night than Monday? I'm walking home yesterday afternoon and it dawns on me. What do I have have at 8:45 tomorrow?? Tau Beta Sigma. Had COMPLETELY forgotten. Lovely, that puts a damper on our plans. Ok well, I can just go anyways and miss the meeting, we are allowed a couple of misses anyways... then guess what else clicks. Valentines day is in two weeks..... on a MONDAY. BOO! Cuz I know there's gonna be no gettin outta that either... and I can't miss both meetings. YUCK! I think it's silly. It wouldn't be so bad if we could have meeting at a normal time like most civilized sororities... (you know... 5:00 or so over by 6/7 depending on the dinner situation and we're out at a decent hour..) but no. We have to have our meetings as late as possible (Heaven forbid EVERY member not be there) so yeah, then on top of that we end up in discussions on policy.... yuck... we are repeating last year step for step so far... and go figure the same people that threw a fit about it last year are the ones that suddenly want the same stuff changed... isn't that interesting.... I can't decide whether to scream or laugh. At the moment... I'm thinkin the best plan is just to distance a little.. because the longer I sit and stew, the more I realize it is a waste of time and energy. I really outta sit back and enjoy this semester for what it is ( a whole lot more lax than the past 2) and maybe try out the college life a little.. you know, slack more, care less, enjoy myself a little instead of perpetually FREAKING OUT about everything. So as whatever his name says in Mulan (we watched it the other day :P) "Chant with me... Yo me tofu salami" (ok so it's close enough) See I feel better anyways....